jealousy (happy version)

Somebody told me
he had seen my boy friend with
another woman
he said they got together
at least twice a week
he added they had been in
Valparaiso some time ago
and he mentioned
that he had seen them
making out,
but he forgot to tell me
that all these things
had only happened inside his head

what the hell am i thinking?
am i doing the right thing?
or am i just bluffing?
anyway im trying my best, im holding on im waiting for the time to pass.
may be the new moon will bring me some good news...
or the sun will give me a new start...
in which case i'll have to accept it and give my best to live my life and make the world a better place at least for me...
what should i do?
wait til the end of time?
do something to die?
do something to survive?
do something to live?
who can answer this questions?
is there anyone who can give more questions?
may be i can answer somo of them...
i'll be nuts in a couple of years so don't worry about me...
i'll be happy anaway...
someday...

such is life... (jealousy sad version)

My exboyfriend told me

he would love me forever

he said he would be with me

at least every day

he added he had loved me

since a long time ago

and he mentioned

that he woul spend the rest of his life

with me,

but he forgot to tell me

that all of these things

had only happened inside my head.

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